Already Gone

2011-11-13T07:51:00.001+08:00

my life was a tremendous one, where im free to do anything that i wish to without no one to be in my second thoughts. this is me, myself and i. i dont give a fuck about what you gonna say.

2months and its over.

2011-10-25T05:24:00.001+08:00

I thought you are gonna be my last cause you i thought you could give me happiness, love and tender care but all of that dont seems to last long and i literally change into someone that who is full of ego's. But don't forget i did give you a chance to make urself to treat me better. Yes you did. I also did try to love you back like how i use to. Again yes i did it. Come to this day you just cant simply understand me and it all started again. Just by a small issue and it grow bigger by other issues. You even asked me to leave although you took back your words. I told you to leave me alone but you cant even leave me alone for a few minutes and you came down back again to my place just to plead me. You see, all that has happened to me once and you did that and make it another one. Making me hate you so much but still you wont stop it. I told you earlier before that we should end this before it gets harder. Still, nothings get better. It just happen for a short time and things go complicated. I cant said that you are never right for me. I admit it that i was not good for you. I cant continue this anymore longer. I will never be good for someone for long. Ive lost touch in love like how i use to love and im sick and tired of love. My happiness has gone too far and its time for me to get it back. We ended for real this time. Takecare of yourself cause there's never the right time to say goodbye.

2011-08-14T02:01:00.000+08:00

He says this to me ;

Softly spoken whisper prayers
Praying and wishing that you be name hers
Always wanting a man to hold when times are good or down
No effort put in searching for he who you could crown
A perfect man to fonder, will always be there never fails
Never keeps you astray, will always stay
being moved around even if you need or don't
He shown commitment and faithfully morale.

He is the kind of man who make notes with deep meanings and he's the man who have always been there for me. Putting a lot of efforts just to make me happy. We do have some things in common, almost everything especially thinking's. He always shower me with love like how i've been wishing for. To me, he is different like the others. Except for me who always make him disappointed by me, i've always fail to make him happy. I wish i could do something special for him like he never felt before. For sure, he is the guy that i fell in love with all over and over again every each new day. I love you.

2011-07-14T02:55:00.000+08:00

im officially emotionally attached with the love that loves me. Im blessed.

Christina Perri - Jar of Hearts

2011-06-17T06:41:00.000+08:00

I'm obsessed with this song.

To Afiq and Hafiz.

2011-06-17T06:38:00.000+08:00

Yes i miss this but nothing can rewind back to those times that we spent together with the others. I guess, people do change cause i think i changed too. I'm sorry if you guys thought that i'm running away from ya'll. Maybe there is a reason why or maybe there is something that we don't know and we're not suppose to be told? But whatever it is, when i'm with ya'll, i will still be me and no, i'm not running away from you guys but some of them make me to. I even miss spending time with you guys. You know how special you guys to me back then, my closest plus you guys were like my big brothers.The sad thing is that this is life, some people will spot on your wrongs instead appreciate things to what you've done sincerely to them and sometimes people will literally dislike you for no reason even if you did not do anything wrong at all and will just delete you off from their life just like that. Also at the same time, that is how i felt. How sad. All i can do is just to ignored it, didn't say or ask anything cause i think it when over my sensitivity. i have feelings thou.

You guys were irreplaceable, the endless laughter, the thoughts for each other and more to mention, i'd appreciate it a lot. Thanks for everything. Lastly,
I miss the people who labeled themselves the long hill hooligans.

Bruno Mars Talking to the moon - acoustic cover by Jessica Sanchez with...

2011-05-03T06:39:00.000+08:00

what did i do wrong?

2011-05-02T18:30:00.000+08:00

Hey, this is just a random update lah. Like i say before, i will update when i feel like to. haha.
So yah, i got my friends in my mind now. There's a lot for me to say here. If i can remember what i want to say lah.

First of all, imma talk about this one guy who i use to be close with. Okay this is so random because i suddenly miss all the hang outs,all the crappy shitss talks and whatever lah. Some of you maybe shock because the person is actually Asri Omar. haha. use to be my mummy lah he(underground jokes) Random kan? i know.Actually i've been asking myself what i did wrong until he blocked me from facebook, he blocked me for quite long already now. At first i thought he deactivate his account, i just kept quiet and didn't ask him anything about it. Sometimes i did asked around whether he still got facebook. Some of them said "ade pe" and i was like ouhkay, why lah? Some people even said that he's not worth to be miss by me, why of all people he lah whatever. Again is because i miss the hang outs, talks, jokes, never ending laughter with him till late night with the others. Miss the family lah. Although he didn't treat me well sometimes or now, threaten me for fun with no reason, use very very harsh words to me and more to mention but still i will take it as joke lah, he is like that also so no hard feelings no grudges. Urgh yahhhh, the most memorable thing he did was to give me Cinnamon Melts every night without fail sometimes Macspicy burger with cheese. He even forced me to finish it lah and that is when i start to grow fat. haha. haiya. Enough about him already. i sound cocky already. haha. But whatever its i miss those times. :')

Everyone is now busy with their work. Most of them got their full time job already, also some of them is serving their NS and guess its time for time to get serious with work already not like how they use to work together every night. haha. kecoh. Its good to see them but only when i got chance to meet them lah. The last time we gathered was on Afzan birthday chalet. Thanks to Fyzah if not i got no idea when is the next gathering. They use to be my priority every weekends. Well, still my priority but people changes. Thats life right? Anyway, i'm talking about the Longhill Hooligans friends tau.

How about my 3 babygirls? Same reason i guess. All busy liao. Babes, we need to meet up real soon. On weekends maybe because Dayah is working on weekdays and when she is tired, no one wants to entertain her. haha. Shasha is schooling, working at starbucks now not sure on every what day now. Norain plak, busy with work also lah. Babes, for one day only. One fineeee day lah kay? hopefully we don't need to wait long again uh. Miss you 3 already. It always been me and Dayah on every Monday and Thursday night to school. We sometimes even wished that you two were there with us. haha.

I'm sorry. Maybe i went a bit emotional talking about them. Hope to meet them soon lah.
So that is all for now. Oh yah, Hi MAY, please be good? thank you. heh.
Im out. PeaceLoveRespect.

Zhielawati Zainal.

2011-04-11T23:18:00.002+08:00

Hey guys. I feel like updating but i dont know what to talk about. hmm. Okay, school starts today and i just came back from school uh. I passed my Effective Communication exam and im so proud of myself. hee. I yet to know about my Customer Service exam, must wait till thursday. Sigh. Confirm fail, because HAIYAAA SUSAH AH NAK CAKAP.

Again, i'm back working at Nuss since i can't get any jobs outside. Just work there for a mean while lah kan.

Friends. i dont knw what to say lah. ade takde gtu ar. Then like i found this wall post at one of my friend's facebook and yah. No comment about it. kinda pissed maybe. whatever lah.

Family, two words. No Changes.

That's all for now. Love ya'll.

Peace. Zie .

2011-03-14T09:48:00.000+08:00

hi folks.

Im just updating because im bored right now. Like seriously damn bored lah.

Anyway, my life is still the same. I'm still looking for a permanent part time job. I'd apply at Wilkie Edge Starbuck where shashabby is work.Still waiting for their call uh. I am looking forward for their call sia. Call me please? i desperately need a job. I'm tired of rotting at home eat and sleep or go out. Sigh.

Hey friends, do you have any job to recommend? sigh.

School is fucking my life slowly man, why? because i received a letter from my form teacher about my attendance. Im suppose to have atleast 75% the minimum. But manage to get 67%. I can get debarred yknow. Most of the time i absent is because i wanna work cause im short of money. It is hard for me sia. My time management cock up liao. No changes ah. fuck my fucking life lar. Feel like im back to old me, jobless and hopeless lah. urgh.

I think that is all for now lah kan.

Takecare don't take drugs.

Zie Zainal

19th advance birthday surprise.

2011-03-06T05:23:00.000+08:00

Hi lovely readers.

This picture was taken a few hours ago. I was surprised by my closest. They planned it so well until i don't have any idea about it. Thanks guys. You guys are the best. Thanks to ya'll that my wish have been granted. Because i wish to celebrate with you guys, the longhill hooligans and especially my babygirls. You guys made my day till i'm a happy girl now. :) Except for my brother Tucker wasn't there which kind of make me down cause even Asri Omar was there too even though he came later cause its been awhile since i last talked to him. After all, i am happy to spent time with ya'll. I really really appreciate it a lots. I just can't stop thinking about what happened today. I didn't expect ya'll to surprise me yknow.

Thanks closest. Start with Shasha, Tweet, Dayah, Norain, Chup, Idahh, Thaqif, Iryan, AO, Shahrul, Fyzah, Afzan. Not to forget Huda, Judin and Is. Thanks you all. I just don't know how to thank you guys with all my heart and soul. You guys is the best group of friends i ever had in my whole life. Seriously appreciate it. Can i cry? heh. I hope our friendship last. Thanks again. <3

That is all for now. A special post for them. Specially for them. These are the people who will never fail to make me laugh or smile. Without my friends, i wouldn't be happy like this.

Friends Forever please? Love you all.

Zhielawati Zainal.

2011-03-01T15:53:00.000+08:00

THOSE WERE THE DAYS MY FRIENDS. MISS ALL OF THEM.

2011-03-01T15:42:00.000+08:00

Pejam celit pejam celit? March. Haiya, time really got to slow down abit. Like seriously. Don't you think so?
Anyway, I'm sorry if my post is not proper. Because if i feel like updating, i'll update. If not, no lor.

Its March, things are still the same at home. My life? still no changes except for the circle of friends is getting busy. No job. No life. Hopeless still. I know, i always say the same thing but didn't do anything. Sigh. Soon, i need a'lil bit of changes in my life.
That is all lah.

- Zhiela

2011-02-27T15:03:00.000+08:00

Hi. March is getting nearer, my birthday too. Very near. Don't know if there's plan on this coming Saturday, 5 march since my birthday falls on Monday lah. Oh yah, i forget that i am working on Sunday at Nuss. Adoiii. mati lar aku. Die, die must die. Gonna find my way to escape uh.. incase!

I dont know why but i think im not posting a proper update. Right? ahh. mati ar.

Shit, i literally forget about what i wanna update. ~~fuck~~ lar kan. ahhhhhhhhhh. Dont know ar.

that is all about it for now!

Zieggyzie.

2011-02-23T13:26:00.000+08:00

You came back to my life and now i don't know what to do. You want to meet me but i don't know if i should.
We talked on the phone since we last did. Are you the same person? What is your intention for contacting me back? No one knows about who i'm referring to now. But i'm a girl who don't want go back to the same old person. I'm sick and tired of love. I know all guys are not the same but most of the guys i know are the same. Sometimes, when someone came to my life, i don't know if i should treat him better or not because i'm afraid that he's the same like others. One problem about me, when i fall for someone i know i fall deeply for him without knowing if he will catch me or not. If he doesn't, yes i'm going through heartbreak.

Okay straight to the point. I don't know what to do. Just to remind you, i had enough if heartbreaks.

Zhielawatizainal.

2011-02-11T09:38:00.001+08:00

HELLO WORLD. Today is the 11th of February, i can't believe that it really happen. This is my two bestest, they were the one who was there for me at most times. We were so close. And now, they are officially in a relationship. i'm so happy for them. Seeing them happy, makes me happy. (:

dear Syafiqah & Firdaus.
I hope you guys are happy. Firdaus, you better takecare of my bbyg okay. Last long okay you both. Don't forget me okay. hehe. i love you guys man.

sincerely,
Zhielawati zainal.

2011-02-09T07:02:00.000+08:00

hello. Its February now. see how fast time flies. Next is March and im turning 19 already. wah. i wonder what is going to happen on my birthday? haha. But i wish to have my longhill hooligans & babygirls friends to be there on my birthday. Can? But the sad thing is my birthday falls on Monday. haiya sibey xian ar. Schooling somemore at night. also Tweet is having his exams. blerghhhh. Lets not talk about my birthday la kan. pfft.

I still haven't found any proper job beside working at Nuss. For your info, last week the cny week, me and babygs actually worked at SATS near Changi airport there. I know far right. ahhah. We worked for 5 days and earned $430. Fuhhhh. puashati horrr. But its fucking tiring lar the work i tell you. that was the first and the last i'm going to work like that. Later on, i'm back to Nuss working at 5pm till not sure. haha. Money again come in. Alhamdulilah. hehe. And yah, i wanna treat myself something! tomorrow Dayah baby promise me to accompany me go do my hair. i just wanna highlight like my old colored hair. Then next time if i got enough money i going to rebond my hair. And im a happy girl already. ^^

Nowadays, i realize that i wasn't myself. i don't know what makes me say that but i just feel something like that lor.

I miss my longhill hooligans friends. idk why they call themselves hooligans ar, siao. -.- Infact they are my laughing gas. They never fail to make me laugh whenever we hang out. <3

Life is going up and down for me. There are still things that i need to settle but im just taking it my own sweet time. About my dad, i just can't bother anymore lar. If anything is going to happen to him i think i can just shake my head left to right with a 'tsktsktsk' sound. hahaa. Now i just need to focus more to my studies and need to work more for my own living. Why i say my own living is not because im being selfish or so whatever. There's always a reason for everything, am i right? So i have my reason why. Only my closest know me well. heh.

So i guess that is all for now or maybe for February. hahahhaha! like i said before, i only update if im free or nothing to do. :)

- Zhielawati.

2011-01-25T20:47:00.000+08:00

Hello. this post is for you, not Dino. But you babe. I know you read my post, i know you do.

I'm just telling in the nicest way. You said you've beside me and talked abit to me? who are you. i don't know you babe. Well, i'd tried to atleast smile to you when you went to 7-11 to buy drinks. But you showed face to me.Sigh. And also, whatever you assume about me dunwan to except him is not right. okay. for your info Im not trying to get him back. The reason why i put my pic wif him at fb is becos i remembered its the first pic we used to display when we still share the same acc. Well that is past. No use saying everything now, i just wanna explain some things that is not right. So goodluck girl. Treat him right. Be there for him most.

Sincerely,

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-12-27T23:30:00.000+08:00

Hell.O people. maybe i'm gonna do a proper update for today.

Today is the last Monday for 2010.

2010 have thought me a lot of ups and downs. Doesn't matter what is it about. Work, Money, Love, Family & Friends. Or maybe more to mention. Work, i still can't find the job that i want. Spending my time wasted looking for it. Now i'm back to Nuss. The place where i don't think about anything. Not even Dino after the break up. Whats more i start working there last year December and now its December again i'm going back there again. haiya.

Money, it haven't do anything much for me. Money just make me stress and happy for awhile at the same time. It won't really change anything thoh. Most of the time i throw my money to my bill. And now, since my number has been cut off. I decided not to continue paying for it. Fuck the deals i've made with the operator. Babi. kate je tk potong. lastlast potong jgk. Nak tngu krg pnye angkat call sampai bile2 pon tak angkat jgk. Bodoh. sial. eeee, geram ar. Okay lar, lets not talk about it anymore.

Family. urgh. No changes at all. But getting bad to worst. I just don't know when my parents is going to stop doing all this and even realize that they are getting old for goodness sake! Till now, they still put all the blames on me whenever my two brothers do any wrongs. Even if they are growing up. Getting bad or maybe worst. Worst then me. I'm the eldest and the only daughter in the family. Whenever i got problems, no one in this house can help me. They don't bother to hear me out. Have tried, still no changes. Till then i can't depend on my parents at all. Maybe they want me to have a boyfriend and get marry or maybe worst. Wants me to get out of the house as soon as possible. So that they no need to think and get worry about me always. Maybe lah. I feel like a stranger in this house. Kay, another thing that is very stressful for me to think. Thats all about it.

Friends, they are the ones who was there for me. They were the ones to put me a smile. They are everything in my life. Dear friends out there, you know who i'm referring to. Thanks for being there with me. I really appreciate every single time with you guys. I can't afford to lose anyone of you. Especially the closest. Shasha, Dayah, Norain and Nura. Not to forget also Tweet. All the motivations, comforts, advise, care and concerns. I will appreciate it all while it lasts. Love you all babys. muah2 !

ahh, lastly about Love. This year, i got to know a lot of guys out there. But none of them really makes me fall in love with them. The feeling was there but things just don't work out lah. But there is one guy that i still contact with. The only one that i want to contact with. Not to mention who but if he read this he will know who himself. It have been months we've contacting. But i don't know whether he wants to commit or not. Because now i feel like he's drifting away. i need and i want him to at least explain things to me.

You left me hanging.

So my friend, i guess i have share you a lot. So yah, a lot of things happen this year. Some of them came all at once. How stressful i can be. I only can tell you what it really is but you don't know how it feels like.

So, real proper uh? haha. That is all about it.

Wishing you in advance, HAPPY 2011. May this new year give you a better life.

Good luck.

Peace. Love. Respect to all.

Zieggyzainal.

Rihanna - Complicated (Lyrics)

2010-12-27T16:22:00.000+08:00

I love my friends.

2010-12-23T14:56:00.001+08:00

Alot of things have happen ard me lately. All at once. But this is a special post to my babygirls.

Nur Syafiqah. Nur Hidayah. Norain. <3<3<3

I dont think this is the first post about you babygs. There are couple of times ive said something bout you babes i guess?

Firstly, im glad that i found you girls. Thank god for making you girls my bestest girlfriends i ever had. I do have a best guy friends who is tweetyy lebeau&ridzwan tucker. This two guys who was the one who heard my problems and all. Okay back to babygirls.

Babygirls.
As you can see, we have gone through alot of things together. Alot of memories. Doesnt matter about what. Although sometimes we took more time to share. But we was there for each other at the end of the day. Am i correct? Whats more eh. More to mention i guess.
Whatever it is.. I glad to have you 3 sayang in my life. Without you babygs, i dont think i know what friends is. Thanks for being there for me when i need you. And i will try my very best to be there for you babys. I dont want to lose you babygs ever. May our friendship last forever till our time has come.
Lastly, I LOVE YOU BABYGIRLS. <3 <3 <3

- Zieggyzainal

2010-12-20T08:34:00.002+08:00

Hello. Its 837am. im still not asleep yet.

Alot of things is running through my mind right now. But i just do not know which one to think first. haiya.

Stress lar, recent problem is about my parents lar. Always about them lar anyway. Just hate the way you blame me whenever that two brothers of mine did something wrong.

But if i do something wrong can i blame on you two? Of course you cant accept right. i wont do such thing like that to you lah. Just please lah, atleast have a thought about your only daughter here. Its like im nobody in this house. im tired of all this lah.

Sometimes, i feel like running away from my family. But as think back, im creating more problems. To my mum especially. sigh.

zieggyzainal.

2010-12-16T05:10:00.002+08:00

Hello baby.

Yah, i still havent sleep yet. Its 5am in the morning. hah. I'll go to sleep after i wake him up. :)
Maybe today i will do a proper update alright. heh.

Okay, lets talk about what is going on around me.

hmn, im still jobless yet to get a job. Still looking for one. Maybe later will be going to bpp and apply for starbucks. I hope i can wake up this time. *crossfinger*
But i will be working at NUSS next week onwards. I need money for countdown day. Obviously don wanna stay home. I want to go out. Because ive wasted my 2010 countdown by working. Blergh. So yah, still considering whether to go to Siloso Beach Party. Heh.
PLUS! at the same time save up my money for my stupid bill. Urgh. yah, it have been cut off again. nabe. No use making deals with you fuckers.

Tweet is going KL in few hours time. Now what am i going to do this weekend. -__-"
Hopefully he will ask me out. hehe.

alamak, im starting to feel lazy to update more. So yah, thats about it can?

Lots of love.
Zieggyzainal.

2010-12-05T06:33:00.001+08:00

Hi bloggybaby.
Its 0618 in the morning and yet to go to sleep. I dont know what am i thinking about until i cannot sleep. But seriously there is alot of things running through my mind and i dont know which one to focus on to. Sigh. I want to sleep but i cant ! Urgh. Kept on yawning and yawning but still my eyes wont shut down and my mind wont stop thinking about anything. I tried to relax by smoking and thought it could make me sleepy but it turns out to be the other way round. Blergh. I seriously need to sleeeeep ! Arghhhhhh.

Anyway, im back to hopeless life bcos im jobless. Yah i know. Very hopeless. I need to find a job. I need to occupy my time with things. If not, i am going to have a sleepless night everyday.
Ohgod. Please give me strength to go through all problems. And please give me idea to solve all of it as soon as possible. I really need a break from all this. Its december of goodness sake! And im like going through the same feeling all over again since october. What a life.
The only daughter. 18years old. And ive gone thru all the shits earlier than ive expected.

Please give me happiness from this month onwards. That is all i could ever ask for. Last year december was a tragedi for me. And i dont wanna have any heartbreak feeling again this year and the following years. Please? Im just not strong enough to go through all this by myself. I cant expect my parents to help bcos they just dont do that kind of things to me anymore.

I feel like crying. Thats all.
Sorry, im just saying all this from the bottom of my heart. Peace.

- Zieggyzainal

2010-11-18T17:50:00.002+08:00

Moment of honesty
Someones gotta take the lead tonight
Whose it gonna be?
I'm gonna sit right here
And tell you all that comes to me
If you have something to say
You should say it right now

You give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I think I deserve it
Its becoming something that's impossible to ignore
And I can't take it
I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us so crazy
If you ask me I'm ready, I'm ready.

I know you said to me
"This is exactly how it should feel when its meant to be"
Time is only wasting so why wait for eventually
If we gonna do something about it
We should do it right now

You give me a feeling that I never felt before
And I deserve it, I know I deserve it
Its becoming something that's impossible to ignore
Its what we make it
I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us so crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm saying
If you ask me I'm ready, I'm ready.

Why give up before we try
Feel the lows before the highs
Clip our wings before we fly away
I can't say I can't compare
I'm suspended it the air
Won't you come be in the sky with me

I was wondering maybe
Could I make you my baby
If we do the unthinkable would it make us so crazy
Or would it be so beautiful either way I'm saying
If you ask me I'm ready.

2010-11-10T09:15:00.001+08:00

I'M IN LOVE <3

2010-10-28T22:28:00.002+08:00

Hello people.

Its been a long time since i last update uh. Seems like i have been busy nowadays. With work, friends. so yah. I think im gonna abit of what happen recently aite.

So yah, i am busy with work. Because im working at night shift. At 11pm to 7am. After work i'll wash up. Then off to bed. Then wake up, its either i stick to my bed or i eat. Thats all. Then sleep back. Till 10pm and get ready for work lor.

Friday and Saturdays are usually my off day. So i like it very much. If i got no plans on Saturdays, i is dont like lor. For what i asked my off if ive got no plan. urgh. Like last week, i slack at fajar which is my hometown on friday. Then, saturday i stayed home sia. Like wtheck kan. -_-"

Its 1036pm now. half hour to start work alr. Yet to get ready. haha. i'll take my own sweet time i tell you. haha.

oklah, i think that its all for now.

Zieggyzainal.

2010-10-12T16:21:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Last Saturday was pressure yet AWESOME day. Me and Asri organize a surprised Birthday for my bestguyfriend Tweet. We both was so effing pressure with him yknow, for 2 days! urghhh. Still remember how stress we were. haha. And yah, we bought him a frame with a picture of us, a Shirt. We do the cutting cake at Lau Pa Sat. I actually dont know how to explain uh. haha. So yahh, he'd almost cry. And he was touch. I can see our effort there. haha. Tonight is he is gonna be officially 22yrs this year. And tommorow night, we are going to Dblo to celebrate. All outt. hhaaha. No im not gg to be drunk this time. hehe. NORAIN ADAM IS GG TO THE PARTYYYYYY MANN !! i cant believe it. hahah. Okay lets talk about something else.

Hey you, i hope you know that this post is actually for you.

err, you have been acting weird yknw. You text me randomly, you asked me out randomly. Bukan tak boleh but. It seems like something is fishy. And i dont know anything about it. Err, i wish i can get to know about it sooner or later. Bcos, you are just making me more curious. So pls? Tell me about it. :)

Okay now about my myself. Have i told you that ive already found a job? Yah, im now working at 7-11 fajar. Its just 5minutes walk from my house. So yah. This will be my part time job for now. To pay my bills and stuff. Yah, i have not making myself free to meet my bbygs. Maybe tomorrow we'll meet to the club this time. With NORAIN ADAMS. hehehehehe. Cant wait.

Bbygs, im sorry if i have not met you guys yet. After i started working there.
I hope you girls understand. We'll meet soon okay. Real soon.
I MISS YOU BABYGS. muahh!

Okay, i think that is all for today.

Zieggyzainal.

2010-10-05T14:25:00.002+08:00

RAYA WITH THE EX-GREENRIGEANS :)

This is on the 3 of October. I really i had fun on that too.
Thanks to Narly who planned this, because everyone was happy at the end pf the day.
We should do more outing together though. Cant wait ! hehe.

That is all now.
Chaos.

Zieggyzainal.

2010-10-05T14:14:00.005+08:00

RAYA WITH THE FAJAR GEREKS. :)

RAYA WITH THE PONDOK. :)

Raya with the Pondok was fun, except for the waiting for hours sucks big time uh.
but i half way say goodbye to the pondok ppl and join the Fajar gereks people.
I went to few hse only, but still atleast i joined them. :)

Nowwww, i cant wait for the upcoming plan this Saturday. ^^
Hopefully i can get off on that day.

Thats all now.
Chaos.

Zieggyzainal

2010-09-28T18:33:00.002+08:00

They reminds me those days, those secondary days. <3

2010-09-22T11:38:00.001+08:00

Hello world.

Today's update is more likely about what happen yestrd. Because ive got nothing to say about what is gg on today.

So yah, yestrd was the mossssst stressful day for me. Because i've made two person mad at me. One of them is Shasha my bbyg. We kinda had an arguement about what i did recently. She didnt like what what i was dg and she was really really pissed off with me. And she could not bother about me. But thanks to Tweet and Twitter. hehe. It helped us to get back to normal already now. Thank godd. Infact, this was the first time arguement we ever had. And we just cant leave the problem unsettled. So yeah, we talked.
Babygirl, i dont wish to not receive any of your text or call for even a day. And im glad to have you the best i ever had girlfriend.For 4years and our friendship is till growing strong. Not like the backstabber eh? And i hope our friendship wont end till death do us apart. Same goes to all my girlfriends out there who read this. Not for you okay backstabber. :)

Second person was Aqi. I dont wanna talk much about him. All i can say is the same problem kept repeating all over again. And yah, once again we have stop contacting already now. I hope it last forever. Because i dont wish to hurt him anymore. As i said, everything i do is wrong to him. What to do. He wants us to stop meeting and contact each other, I just follow what he wants this time. As long as he is happy.
Thats all about him lah okay.

Anywayyyy, today is wednesday. And i miss partying. Damn son.
Im soooo going to Zirca tonight with my babygirls. Canttt waitt !
Except for my norain who want us to go to a pub where she really wanted to go instead of clubbing. -.-
Well, we cannot force her to go so. All i can say is, you are so gonna miss the fun lah b ! hehe. ^^

Okay lah, i think that is all for now.
Have a good day all. :)

Zieggyzainal

2010-09-16T08:42:00.002+08:00

Hello all.

Its Thursday, and im dont really know what im really up to because i've been having sleepness night since the beginning off the week. And yah, i can only fall asleep when the sun rise. Hais. I dont really know what am i thinking about. As tweet say, Dont think too much. Just think about sleep and you'll go to sleep. Fvuk dammit i still can't. Ape aku fikirkan sangat pon aku tak tawu lah kan. Stress pasal ape pon aku tak tawu lah jugak. HAIS. Can i just dont think about why i cant sleep now.

Now, lets talk about something else..

Hmn, nowadays. Ive been spending my time with my friends back and not him anymore. Hah. Good, and thats the way i like it most. Thank god, ive got friends like them. Because they dont fail to make me laugh. HAHAHA. See, now im laughing. -__- lol.
But seriously, i really appreciate having friends like them. Fanstatic people ive got. :)

You know what? its been a month i have become a "holy person" lol. Because i dont go club or even drink any alcohol. But now, after a month of ramadhan have pass. Its syawal. HHEH. I miss gg to club mannnn! yesterday was wednesday and its ladies night. And ive miss a chance to go yestrd, due to no money lah. -_-
Most probably, i'll club next wed. With girlfriends this time. hehe. Cant wait ^^

One of my babygirl has turn 18 today, that is NORAIN ADAM. Its been months to wait for her. But not sure if she wanna club lah. Well, thats her decision to go or not. But we'll just try to ajak her lah.

Haaaaah, i tired of typing.

k bye.

Zieggyzainal.

2010-09-09T18:23:00.005+08:00

Im sorry. I didn't know that you've put on high hopes on me.
I am really sorry. Things don't work like how we wanted.
You have deleted me on your facebook. Well, as long as you're happy.

Sorry for not telling you earlier to not put hopes on me.
Sorry if you think i have already memainkan perasaan you.
Sorry if you think i've change.
Sorry if i've made you love me with your heart and soul.
Sorry if i treated you wrong and not like how you wanted.

I am sorry, i really am.
Thanks for bg there for me all this while.
I am happy to get to know you.

A part of me says I want you, a part of me says I'm better off without you.

Takecare Muhammad Aqi.

Zieggyzainal.

Thats it?

2010-09-07T15:28:00.002+08:00

Maybe its the end of us. I dont know why must update about you. But i just feel like too. You know why i dont care if you're not gonna to contact with me anymore. Because im just sick and tired to always "jage your hati". You always show tantrums whenever i meet my friends, On the phone or even texting my friends. Especially my Fajar macdonalds friends. I just dont understand you.

They ARE my friends, i know them first and also they know me better.
Tweet, my bestguyfriend. I think you're just over protective. He dont even make any mistakes yet you dont like him. You dont need to tell me because i've already know about it earlier by the way you react.

I've asked you before if there's anything you want to say. But you say you've got nothing to say. So be it. You want it to be this way. Im fine with that, as long you're happy. You dont even want to know more about me by asking. You didnt ask any question. But you have already say that you love me.

I dont say this 3 words, 8 letters and 1 meaning anyhow.
Because i dont say the word LOVE for just the sake of saying.

All i want is you to ACCEPT with who i friends with. But there is still no changes.

I thought you the kind of person who is understanding. But i guess my thought was wrong. Yes, i do love the way you treated me. All the manje-ness. :)

But, what did my friends do wrong for you to dislike them.

This is one of the reason i dont wanna have a relationship anytime soon.
I put my friends first then anyone else. Because whenever im down, they were there for me. I love my friends and im scared to lose them again. Because it happened to me before and i dont want it to repeat all over again.

I want a boyfriend who dont control with who i friends with. I want him to get to know my friends and not only his friends. Hais.

If this is life, i just got no idea what am i suppose to do. Tell me anyone? hmn.

Hais, why is love so stressing eh. All the same.
Nevermind zhiela, just enjoy yourself being a single lady. No one is going to stop you from anything you wanna do. Dont give a damn.

Thats all love.
Zieggyzainal.

2010-09-03T20:11:00.002+08:00

I see he move on. & now its my turn.

Who?

2010-08-13T06:26:00.001+08:00

Hey there. Its been quite sometimes since i last update uh. Hmn. My life have been about love nowadays.

Lemme share something about what i have been thinking since i am single lady now. If i wanna have a boyfriend. Makesure that boyfriend of mine is having the same mindset as me. Like, no more playing around, go have a stable job and comm'on lets settle down. Yknow what im trying to say? I am sick and tired to build a relationship. Whether the guy is a nice or not so nice guy, still im tired. Because why? Im scared for whatever happen between me and my ex will happen again. And also, i do not wish to lose my friends again. Because i know i did put my friends aside when im with my ex. Which i dont want it to happen again. I wish i can have a nice and understanding future husband. Maybe not now, but who knows i may have one. :)

See, im talking about love again. Blerrrgh. -.-

Okay lets talk about what happen recently. Ive got another new bestfriend who name tweet ! Hehe. He been there for me aswell as shashabby. Yahhh, alot in my mind right now. So i can just share with you about this. Blueek~

Okaylah, i think that is all for now. Will update more soon if i feel like to. Haha.

Happy fasting everyone!

- Zieggyzainal

2010-08-08T02:02:00.001+08:00

I've just blown it away.

2010-08-06T06:29:00.002+08:00

Can you see that my eyes is always on you.
I wanna tell you something, that i have some major crush on you.
But something had happen. Although my friends said you were only fooling ard.
I felt insecure. Maybe with a bit of jealousy mixing with it.
I just do not know when to tell you this. Time is always not right to tell you.
Thanks to my friends who was there. I feel like crying, but i tell myself whats the point of crying for someone who do not know anything. He's innocent.
I hope time is there getting nearer to tell you that i've got crush on you.
I need you to know.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-08-01T05:31:00.000+08:00

Study the picture, you will know everything.
i <3 my bbygs.

2010-07-27T09:57:00.002+08:00

Hello.

Its 10am and im already awake. I woke up at 8plus just now. I dont know why i keep on waking up early nowadays. Even if i sleep late the day before. Then when i lepak2, sleepy. Hate the feeling.

Dear god, i would like to tell you that..
I miss Nur Syafiqah omar, Nur Hidayah k.s(hahah) & Norain Adam.
Please make us gather like how we use to. Amin. :]

Now, i am still hopeless. Jobless. i feel so bosan at home you know. i need job so fvuking bad. Like seriously. Anyone out there wish to recommend? heh.

I wanted to do resume but my microsoft word seems like cannot use. Most of the company need a resume by microsoft word. Got friend also they busy with their thing. Hais. I really2 need to find a work man. Like seriously siol.

ARRRRRRGH, so stressful.

K bye.

Happy

2010-07-23T11:46:00.001+08:00

Hello moks. Heh.
Currently lying on my bed thinking of what to do later. Thought of gg to the library later but im looking for kakis. Hehe.

Anywaaaay, today i cooked for my family and yah feel so proud! I bet mama is happy because i cook. Yalah, because ive always been out from home. Work lah lepak lah. Then never got a chance to learn new recipes. But what i cooked today lauk singgang and ikan goreng was not my first time. Maybe next time i wanna learn to cook asam pedas pulak. Yippeeee ! I think i should learn how to cook first then go on busy working. Woots !

Actually, im suppose to pay my bills by today but ive yet to have money in my pocket. Grr. I really dont know what to do man. Maybe imma use my old pp8 number for a moment. Haiss. Back to square one bg hopeless because im jobless. -.-

Later on tonight, already got plan. Heh. Tweet gonna treat me a can of beer while lepaking. Baheeek. Idk what mood hes into at but i just accept the offer. Eheh. :D

Im low of nicotine. I kept asking for mama ciggies. Heh. Then no money to buy ciggies then how? I will be desperately searching for ciggies. Later kena label like the sotong girl who asked for ppl ciggies. -.-
Okay, i think that is all for now.
Takecare moks!

- zhielawatizainal

Not right

2010-07-18T22:03:00.001+08:00

Something is not right about me. Ive been so lazy like pig nowadays. Not only work but also to hang out with friends. I just wonder why. I also dont know lah. I need to find a job tmrw. What kind of job i also dont know. Hmn. Suggestion? I want to work office if can. Hmn.

Whats wrong with me? I do not know. K bye

- zhielawatizainal

gemerlapan 11

2010-07-16T23:30:00.000+08:00

All at once

2010-07-11T22:11:00.000+08:00

First was my family and then my work. Now my friend. I wonder why.

This is making me hatin my life now. Why is this happening to me all at once. My head was like gg to burst after I heard the story. But it was expected, so I'm kinda chill and not making a big fuss about it. Instead gf was very pissed. Hehe. Cute lah kau mok.

Girl if you're reading this then good. Why? Maybe this post can make you realize how bad you are. Remember who was with you when you need someone. You are too pamperd, You got your parents to hold your back when you losing down. Me? I dont rely on my parents because i know im already big enough to know what is wrong and what is right. I know how to manage my life on my own. Do you? I've got gfs who can be trusted. Atleast I got them. You? You got nothing and no one now. No friends to be with you at all times. My friends got life, do your friends got life? I don't think so. I don't think you got friends who knows what life is. I think all of your friends do know how to criticize people only. So go and get a life.
I do not wish to confront you because I respect you mum. She's like my own mum already. But because of you, I didn't get to meet her again. Grow up alright girl. You are just making trouble for yourself. I wish karma will strike it back to you. I really wish for that. But I don't think you will do anything but to get in a fight and keep backstabbing and criticizing more. I hope god will lead you to the right path.

My life have been so miserable after what have happened one by one. I just do not know what to do. I don't wish to think about it but every problem came in to me I'll tend to think back about everything. I don't know who to go to as I don't want to make people life's a hard one because of me. Let's just follow where god planned to lead me.

- zhielawatizainal

Letters to juliet

2010-07-10T02:02:00.000+08:00

After work, went out for dinner and movie. Letters to Juliet is amazing. You babes must watch with your loves one. Because I gave 10 out of 10 to the movie. It was a very touching movie. It worth my 9.50 dollars and a tear watching it. Hehe.

Today time was well spent. And my Friday ended with a smile on me.

Tommorow gonna be a hard day for me. Because I'm working at 9am till 2am. I guess. Hopefully I don't kena extend bcos now I'm still tired due to Thursday outside catering. My work ended on 430am on Thursday. Can you like imagine how late was tht?? Urgh. Sunday will be my sleep one day day for me.
I should be tucking in now. Waking up at 7 later. Wait, I feel like it's alr 5am. Lol. And it's like only 2am. Ughh. I got 5 hours to sleep.

Nights lovelies. <3
- zhielawatizainal

Parents

2010-07-07T11:44:00.000+08:00

My life is miserable bcos of my family.

I hate it. Everything happened at once. Gosh I'm stress.

- zhielawatizainal

Overnight-inggg

2010-07-06T03:38:00.000+08:00

Currently, I'm at work now. And it's 338am. I'm sleeping over here as Im working in the morning later. And I've yet to sleep. Nowadays, my blog won't be rusty dusty boring anymore bcos I've just download a app which I can update portable-ly. Lol.

It's my first time exprience sleeping over here. Haha. Hopefully I'll get use to it, bcos I'm lazy to go home. Haha.

Okaylah, everyone is asleep. I guess I need a rest too.
Nights peposs.

- zhielawatizainal

Decide

2010-07-05T02:57:00.000+08:00

It's 2.45am. And I yet to sleep. I'm still thinking on what kind of job I should work. Man, this is hard. Back to square one. Later on will be working noon. And I will be waking up 930, as I don't wanna be late for work. Anyone? Any job recommended job? I swear I need to find a job. Because I am surviving alone. I've got no one to hang on to. I'm the one who fed myself everyday and pay my own bill with my hard earn money. I cannot rely on my parents because they just don't bother. Damn son. I miss having someone special in my life. Because I need not to worry as I know I got someone shoulder to cry on, ear to hear me out, mouth to advised and dicuss with me, hands to grab me and say we will go thru this together no matter how hard it is, we will still be together.
Awwwwww, I miss that part.

Okaylah, I think I should go have some rest now. Nights everyone. :)

- Zhielawatizainal

Ego

2010-07-04T18:15:00.000+08:00

Does everyone have their own egos? Actually, I just found out what it really means as it happen to me this morning. I've just realized that I have ego. And I think I'm the big one. I don't want to be like that. I want to be more patient person like how I use to be last time. Omg, did I change? Yes i've think Id change. Oh my, I'm sorry. I just can't think why did i change to be more egoist. Why? Share something with me. What makes you bg a egoist?

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Benci

2010-07-04T09:42:00.000+08:00

If you're Sick or having a stomach cramp due to month period you come to work Meh? I'm so piss off with Paul my senior captain. For asking me to tell abang my assitant manger to not put my name at the regular schedule. Kau cabar aku kan? Guess what? I've already told abang and next week is my last week of working at nus. I'm so
Sick and tired of the people there especially Paul. You're just a senior captain who have two faces and took all of the staff tips. Fuck you. Urgghhhh.

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2010-07-01T23:33:00.002+08:00

How i wish to walk away from everyone i know and just be quiet.
What a life.

2010-06-19T05:15:00.004+08:00

Hey there people. Im here to share my feelings. Because its officially 19 june 2010.
And its my supposingly 3 years anniversary with my dear ex boyfriend.
Well, i can't sleep. Because it keeps on wondering in my mind.
And im here at my parents €room, using the lappy. My dad here talking cocks with his friend on the phone becase he's drunk and im so hating it because he's so irritating. So i much finish update before he hang up the phone or else i will be the one who must entertain he's "wise talks" -_-

Okay now.
He texted me while im in the cinema watching Karate kid my shashabby.
He texted me just to wished me "Happy 3 years anniversary." And also some message he sent me. Im so touched. And also when i was watching the movie, my watch beeps and distracted my concetration and reminds me of him. I told shasha, " Happy 3 years."
And shasha said i know. And i felt like crying. And also wondered what we are dg right now if still together then. I think we'll be watching this karate kid together. Here beside me, and also will be lying to my mum that i got chalet but then i sleepover his house. To spent time together for the whole weekend. And keep wishing each other happy 3 years.
I still remember how you say you love me, how we kiss goodbye whenever you send me home, how you will think negative when you got angry, how im to naive to you, how i changed alot for you, how you call me mama and lots more.

My parents keep pestering me to stop playing comp. SO BYE.
To be continue..

Happy 3years Anniversary.
Zhielawatizainal.

2010-06-14T03:52:00.002+08:00

Hello. Insomnia's back. =_= So hating it because i will feel hungry and always wanna smoke.
I'm trying to save my money and ciggies. As im soon gonna be broke. My bill has arrived. And imma scratch my head for so many times. OMGeee, what a big amount. I must throw all my hard work money on it every time i got my salary. Slowly everything gonna be alright. :)

I've just finish talking on the phone with my friend. He called me to share his thoughts and need someone to talk to. Luckily im not asleep. My brain will lag if he call me when i'm asleep. I pity him. Even he's loud at work, he's just a soft-hearted guy outside work. Like seriously, he's been single for 4 years. Good looking of course. But the love he wished for just don't happen. Not only about girlfriends also family. Seriously pity him. Wish i could help him. But how eh? Im just a girl-friend who can be there for him if he need to talk to. Im so happy to help if im willing to. I maybe a good listener, but not a good talker. :] all the best my friend.

Its already early monday. Very blues. lol. Ape je aku nie.
I kinda having a tight schedule this week after monday which is tuesday. haha.
okay lah people. I already start to talk cock.
k bye. i <3>

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-06-10T23:54:00.002+08:00

Hello hello. Sorry for the da lamer tak update. Although i had my off day since Wednesday, It's not because i got no time. It's just because my family didn't give a chance to use this lappy. Reasons; "kau ader hp pe nak pakai" Cb tol. Today i just fuck care and use when no one is infront of this lappy. Brother went to the toilet. Sapppppp~ aku pakai. hahha. Okay enough.

This picture.. Ohhhh my. I miss my hair. This is my 2008 picture. Haiss. Lawa kannnnn. KNN.

Tomorrow will be working at 12noon till 2am. All out uhhhh. No money sia. You know what. Nowadays, when i got my money i'd never save it for my hp bill. Rilek aje. haha. Macam siak. I must start to go and save. Like seriously. And at the same time, i just bought a shoe from Roihan. And i'm so loving it. hehhehe. Okay, from today onwards. NO more shopping because i need to pay my bills ! before it get cut off. Still got the due balance 100bucks. Damn son!

Sial ah ! Why is the deposit machine is so fucking far! If nooooot. Already got alot of money inside. *macam paham* Tapi serious uh, if the deposit machine is near, aku rajin sia masok kan duit. haiss. Tapi ape malang nyer.

Currently now, my parents is listening to MJ12. And its damn irritating sia the sound effects. CB kangkong.

hais. If you think we are getting closer. Lets not make it so soon. Because i know i love my life now. I love the way it is now. I hope you understand, and please don't ask me such question like love. please, you will ruin my mood and yah. Of course my day too. Takecare alrights.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-06-04T00:47:00.002+08:00

Hey hey people. Just reached home from work. Infact from macdonalds makan.hehe.

My dad today mcm goodgood gtu. He sent me to work and also fetch me from work. Best kan? hehe. Part part nie aku sayang kau, hahah. Siak. But then i asked him to send to fajar because i want to makan. So i called tweet and asked him to accompany me makan. I ate happy meal which make me happy, i guess. Lol.

Its friday, supposingly my off day. But i need to come to work because short of staff. 6pm to 2am. Hais. Luckily the next day im not working. FUhh~

Okay lah, Penat uh.

I want to go sleep. Having a early sleep tonight.

So nights lah everyone. G tdo lah !

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-06-02T16:55:00.002+08:00

Hello. Its June. Alot of memories wrapped around the month of june. Alot.

I just got to know that he post this at his fb.

"Month of June, the name of the love of my life eversince i was born...a month where i set out to find life, a month when i first cried and the month where beautiful relationship was made..."

And he also wrote this to our picture album.

"We didnt build nothing overnight, coz a love like this takes sometime..Im sori that i didnt end up being who you want me to be..i tried really hard.. i promised u that but i just didnt have it in me.. Letting u go is never easy bbylove, but i love u so, thats why i set you free..i know i shud have treated you better.. u are the ONLY person who makes my heart beats faster and slower at the same time...i didnt get to show you the best in me, instead u saw my worst...no words could describe how regretfull and sorry i am.. what i can wish for is fer you to be happy... whatever makes you happy makes me happy... i wish you all the best in whaever you do and hope you succeed in life... take care.."

How sweet and thoughtful of him. Why he didn't do like this when i'm with him. hais.

I miss him.

thats all.

Zhielawatizainal

2010-05-28T00:38:00.003+08:00

Haiyo. Internet lag nak mampos dari tadi. Geram aku.

Eh Hi, how are you? Okay mepek. Currently i've just reached home from work. Walao. Penat sia. Today i worked from 7am to 11pm. Wah piang eh. My body all aching and somemore first day redlight. Happened at work pulak tu. Luckily my friend got pad for me. And yah, i wasnt smiling at work while doing work ok. My workmates was like, "Cube senyum boleh tak? muke monyokk jek. Asal?" Then i said, "jangan tanye and jgn kacau aku" then they were like terdiam and walk off. But still after that disturb me. Cbkangkong tol. Tomorrow, i mean later i need to wake up at 430am. Because im working at 7am. I wake up very early because i don't like to rush and i will take my own sweet time to wake up. You know what i mean. "Snooze, snooze, snooze." Macam maner tak lambat. haha. Biasaaa bro. Thats me. So if you guys are reading this. If can wake me up. Huahuaak. I will be surprise if you do that. No award will be given uh. haha.

Tomorrow Hard knocks at HRC. Idk whether i wanna go or not. Because some of my workmates are going. So yah, need to think twice. Because saturday im working at 12pm. Same goes to all who are going too uh. haha. Tak bangun, takecare sia. Kalo pegi keje pon, mate koyaaaak. haha.

Nak pegi ke tidak eh. Aah lah, my leg can't stop moving while listening to music. Well, whats life without music people? ahh, tak tawu uh. If you guys are going, maybe i can say see you there.

Its vesak day. And now people are in the school holiday mood. I don't have any holidays thoh. Ape barang nie sekolah. hahaha. Sorry to the people who is still schooling. :P

Holiday? Confirm plus chop pack at HRC. Haiyo. And confirm plus chop plus certificate schedule tight! Alamak, nie yang aku tak suke. Sial ah. Puki ah. Babi ah Kanasai ah. Bopleh ah. segale segale nye ah.

I need to shop. I need to shop. Itchy hands, itchy legs. kwangkwangkwang. Will do my shopping sooooon. Don't give a fuck. I really got my list what to buy. Head to Toe. hehe. Anyway, i feel like i want to cut my hair. Not short but trim. Rambot aku lebat giler nak mampos sia. Da tak handsome. hahahah. If can, i want to go holidays also. Go somewhere beach-y. Time to relax my mind. But don't know when is the time. Because i got no time. haha. Sial ah.

Okay lah. I think that is all for now.

I need a fucking rest, eyebags showing out alr. BUROK !

Chao!

Zhielawatizainal.

DISSAPOINTED

2010-05-23T15:16:00.003+08:00

Ah hello.

I'm suppose to be at work now, but im having fever like since when i don't know. Quite long uh. Since last week maybe. Hais. But today, my mum didn't lemme go to work. She said, "kau saket kau pegi keje, suro makan obat taknak tapi nak keje. Kau jangan pegi keje eh nari." Tu part takecare. I text abg. Luckily, he tak marah or something. Just a simple reply, K. pathetic kan. At least okay ape. Tomorrow off. Then when it comes to Tuesday and the following days till sunday. I'll be working and of cause busy like hell. Early in morning till late nights. i mean it when i say early in the morning. Like from 7am to 11pm some sort like that uh. Okay i think enough about work lah kay.

Yah, i suddenly got problem with my girlfriend which i just got to know. Because of what scene also i don't know. I don't know lah whats wrong with her. Change maybe. If you cannot take jokes with me, then tell me. You want me to change my attitude? my mum don't even bother to say like that to me and you want me to change my attitude? If you really a friend of mine, you should tell me what you do and don't like about me. Well, for me. If you like that then you're a friend. Da brape lamer kawan pon kau masy nak sembunyi buat ape? Cakap je ah teros terang that kau tu tengah marah kat aku. Kau maintain jerla tu macam, biler kau nak bbl ngan aku pon aku tak tawu. Because im busy with work. And yah, this is one of the reasons i wanna make my self BUSY with work. Nak elak kan ade apape, aleh2 ade bende happen. Im so dissapointed in you my friend. Hais. Aku takde kan lagi bagos.

So that is all wanna say okay my friend. The title is kacang lupakan kulit. Okay mepek.

So i guess that is all for now.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-05-18T23:15:00.004+08:00

Hello. Currently im at work yo. Just got nothing to do. I have already finished my work at 5pm just now. Im just lazy to go home. Later maybe. Besok tak keje beb. haha.

Yes, im still having my fever. Still dont wanna to eat medicine. bweeeek. I hate it soooooo much. Damn son. Anyway, still havent got my cinnamon melts. Still fucking craving for it. And yah. new craves, DURIAAAAN. khekheee.

Actually. i dont really know what to update.

Just a little note for you.
; Thanks for your concern. I just dont know what to say more.

i would like to say, of we mend together, we'll meet again.
And remember this, whatever itis.
"You're still the best i ever had." Noted that. :)

Happy supposingly 35th monthsary.(in advance.)

Thats all peeps.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-05-17T11:28:00.002+08:00

i just cant stop saying that i miss you. i miss you. i miss you. I really miss you.

Nice bumping on you that day, i was very tired. Very. As i said, i'm gonna make myself busy with work. So i won't stress out. Because at the end of the day i will smile because i got my pay. :)

You make our picture folder special. Well no comments :)

I'm having a feverish day these day but yet i go to work no matter what. I need money to support myself. As i cannot depend on anybody. my parents? Nooo. because they just care about my money. =_=

i don't need medicine, i need chocolates. i'm craving for cinnamon melts, kinderbruno and mars.

i'm so gg to buy it later. and gonna eat it happily. hehe.

Anyway, i just can't stop listening to "Angels Cry" From mariah carey and neyo. Obsessed.

I guess that is all for today.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-05-12T10:57:00.002+08:00

Hello. So this will be the second post of the month. Well, this post will be showing abit of my misses to him. And yah, emotional maybe.

Well, i miss you. I met Aziz and Bam yesterday. Was actually bump into them. And we were talking about you. hehe. I dont know if you are reading or not. And i'm actually listening to your favourite song. "Here without you". You even have our pictures which i don't have in my folder. I was shock yet miss. Yah, i do really miss you. I wish we could be friends again. But i'm not sure if it is the right decision. hmn. How are you? I'm happy to hear that your sister is already engaged. :) How's life? I hope you have been enjoying with your friends. You're soon going to ORD. Congrats. How about the signing on as TP. Have you get it? Hopefully you'll get it. :)

Just to tell you that i'm getting fatter. Which you hate most. haha. Like seriously, if you don't believe you can ask Aziz or Bam. haha. I ate alot, well. You know me better. :]

I think that is all for now. Take care alright.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-05-10T07:47:00.002+08:00

Hello. Its been so long and too long since i last update my dear rusty blog. Well, as i said my lappy at home was spoiled and was under observation. haha. Now okay alr lah. Sorry people.

I have been busy with work nowadays so i dont think i will regularly update anytime soon.

i've been spending my time by working hard plus partying hard. hehe. Taklaah. I've started working as a regurlar waitress at Nuss. As usual. I gotta save my money for my own savings plus my bills i still need to pay that. Must remember. Anyway, im still single. There's no way for me to be attach. I guess. Lol. Sick of guys or maybe sick of love. Either one ah. idk. okay cut that.

I miss girlfriends although i say that to often. but then nothing happen. Except for meeting shashabby only. Luckily you stay near.

Actually i've got nothing to say. I just update for the sake of updating myself yo.

So yah, i guess thats all.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-04-19T17:06:00.002+08:00

Hello people.

Its my second day off. And yah, i've got nothing to do. The sky is grey and its gg to rain. And tell me how am i suppose to go out. Damn son. i have been shaking my legs for 2 days at home. Yah, its been 2 days i havent go out. Walao. Breaking record siol nie.

Arghhh, just now. My cousin gave me a picture of me and him 2 years ago during hari raya.
I was like WTH. Why now. -_- Then i go keep somewhere else which i put his thing. Anyway, today is our supposing 34monthsary i guess. But too bad. hmn. And why am i talking about you?
I miss you ajer. hah.

Now, i want to go and bath and think where to go. Bpp i guess.
So, thats all.

See you went i see you ah.
Zhielawatizainal.

2010-04-17T06:21:00.002+08:00

Hello people.

Its been so long since i last update uh? Because my laptop spoilt and is in the ICU now.
walaoo. Cant stand it man. Cannot check this and that. Now im using my cousin lappy as her family just move in here. So i got new friends. hehe.

FYI, i will keep myself busy with work as most of my friends has started schooling. And yah, no friends lah. I've just started being a regular part time at NUSS where i usually work. So people, im sorry if i dont lepak or what. Just text me if you guys hang out late nights. okok?

So my friends, my life have been working and partying hard nowadays. But nevermind, i like it sometimes thoh. hehe.

And yah of course i miss my babygirls. Shasha, Dayah, Norain And Fazlina. I hope you all doing well. We'll meet one day okay. Rindu sangatsangat. hehe.

I've been sitting at home for one day. And of course im bored. But at the same time i want to rest and sleep one day. hehe.
Haiya, now then i feel sleepy. Mcm cb kan. Padahal plan to wake up at 7am, bcos im working at 9am to 11pm today. Rabak eh. But what to do. No money how to live your life. kankankan?

Okay lah, i better go find something to do before i yawn again.
Owhowh, play games maybe?

Okay bye, love you people out there.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-04-05T04:53:00.002+08:00

Hello donuts. :)

As usual, can't sleep. Insomnia all over again, although i woke up early yesterday. Hais.

My life being a hopeless bitch is totally sucks to the core. I don't know how long i am going to stay at this state. And i don't know when i am going to stop being a lazy bump like pig. hais.

I should find a work. But i don't know what kind of work i want to work. See. Thats the problem with me. When it comes to work, i abit like cb. I know. Argh, i need money man. I need money to enjoy too. Haiya. Fuck man. If you slap me and shout "WAKE UP !! GO AND FIND WORK !! " Tak works jugak. Thats me. Limit2 i'll answer, "okay, soon." lol. Zhiela, zhiela.. Ape nak jadi ngan kau. Dalah tak sekolah, tak keje pulak tu. Haiyo.

Well enough about that. I realize but don't want to do something about it. Well, that's me.

Just now, i meant yesterday. I went to town with dayah. I accompanied her go shopping. And after that chill at Mcafe lido and talktalk. Then time alr, go home loh. After that i lepak with my friends which i haven't been lepaking with them for like a month. haha. MIA jap jer. haha.

Then idk what time i went back home. haha.

Hais, so guess i did a proper post today. kan? haha.

That is all lah.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-04-04T14:39:00.002+08:00

Hello sayangs. Actually i dont know to update about yknw.

Okay, i just got my new piercing. And i like it.

I will say i miss my girlfriends. hehe.

And i think that is all lah.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-03-29T21:09:00.002+08:00

Hello. Just came back from Greenridge shopping centre. I was with apai, shasha and yus. Haha. we waste alot of money for games. With small gifts. haha. Cute per.

And for your info, i haven't sleep since yesterday. And yahh, im soo gg to sleep. Haiyaa.

*yawns*

For your info, i just apply for work at 7eleven. Haha. Rilek ajeer. Di fajar ajee. hahah. Hopefully aku dpt. So atleast i got monthly income. Settle. Jadi mak aku tak popet sama waaa. Biken wa panaaaas aje. haha.

This wednesday will be gg to zirca, but i'm not sure with who. So to be confirm again lah kan. Ah kan.

Im sooo full with FOODS. thanks to apaaaaaai. HAHA.

Okay, now my body is aching. I need to rest. k? Bye laaah.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-03-27T05:45:00.003+08:00

Hello.

Another bad news from baby girl. She's falling apart slowly. I know how and what she is going through right now. Babe, don't worry okay? I'm always here for you. I dedicate this song specially for you. Be strong okay love. Lets go thru this together. Now you know i felt. hehe.

Welcome to the club. Haha. *mcm siakk* If you're reading this, SENYUUUM :)) alalala.

Okay, my weekend is spoiled. Thanks. I need my girlfriends. I nak kuar ngan you all. I rindu you all. Call i okay. Muuuuackks.

Happy birthday to Syahzanna anak hamzah. I miss you !

That is all for today.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-03-25T07:40:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY BEST boyFRIEND PEL !!

Just reached home, from Pel's birthday party. wuhuuu. :]

Just now plan was actually cockup, but we don't make it obvious. And everything turns out well.

Hehe. Food all finish and in the end, pel knock out. HAHA. He's crawling back homee. Huhu.

Today, i don't know where to go. But i hope fazlina can come down fajar and bring her konad !! So i can have some zebra prints painted on my nails. *hopefully*

Okay lah, Thats all for today.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-03-21T20:24:00.002+08:00

Firstly, sorry about my words that im about to say. Im just fucking piss off with this one motherfucker.

EH BODOH, KAU PELIK NGAN PERANGAI AKU YANG BARU NAEK UMOR 18? ASAL EH? AKU MENYUSAHKAN KAU KE? KAU PERNAH NAMPAK AKU? KAU CAKAP AKU NGADE2, AND MCM MAK ORG? KAU SAPE SIAK? YOU MUST BE SOMEBODY SIA TAWU PERANGAI ORG. OR MAYBE STALKER. KIWAK. BERUBAH AH SIAL PERANGAI KAU, JANGAN CARI PASAL NGAN ORANG YANG TAK CARIK PASAL NGAN KAU SUNDAL. AKU TAWU AKU SAYING THIS THE SECOND TIME. EH SIAL AH, AKU TAK SURO KAU BACE AKU NYE BLOG AH. AKU PON TAKNAK ORG MCM KAU HATE TAG KAT TAGBOARD AKU. CARIK PASAL YANG TAKDE MENGENE NGAN KAU. BODOH SANGAT. PERANGAI DIRI SENDIRI TAK BETOL NAK CAKAP PASAL ORG. OTAK MATI KAH? AKU POST THIS SPECIALLY FOR YOU MOTHERFUCKER PASSERBY. GET A LIFE. AND WHAT I THINK YOU'RE JUST A LAME BITCH AT MY TAGBOARD.

thats all.
Zhielawatizainal.

2010-03-21T06:10:00.003+08:00

Ah hello. Just came back from shashabby hse. Had a late movie, we watched "santau" HAhah. Klakar because some ppl melebih kan reaction nye. Huahuahua.

But before that i was at eastcoastpark with my family. I went home early because later i got karaokay session at apai's father jemputan. I was invited to sing. WALAO.

Okay enough about what happen just now.

Aku cumer nak blg to you motherfucker passerby who hate tag me at my tagboard. Not for you eh. So shooooo, pi maen jaoh2. Anyway, should i tell you what to do? Part maner bodoh? Meh aku ajar kau siket. Haiyaaaaaa.

I dont know why in this world have this kind of people who do hate tag. Mati taknak.

Perangai mintak kene ubah kan siak. AH KAN, aku da start "fana". hahhahahha. tu sudah laen de.

okay lah, i think that is all for today.

Anyway, happy anniversary to Fazlina and Jalil. Last long. Love you guys.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-03-20T06:11:00.002+08:00

Hey people. Im not putting a smile in my face these day after found out something which was unexpected to find out. Haiya.

I never thought you could do something like this. Now i believe in sweettalkmotherfuckers.

Damn you. Should have listen to bbyg. :[ Sorry sangat sygku's. arrrrrrrgh.

Fuck those misses. Fuck those b's. aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaargh. Damn girl.

I wish i can knock you down. =_=''

Okay enough about that. No more talking about that.

Later on, will be going to eastcoastpark with family. Haiya. Lazy ley.

mother force me to go, what to do. Suppose to overnight there but i cabot ah mlm tu. Tak kuase aku nak overnight. hahahahh. Mother nak biseng, biseng ah. Membebel jer pe. Hahaha. *jahat eh* hehe.

Okay lah, thats all for now.

Nights.

Zhielawatizainal.

underage, sucks to the core.

2010-03-16T05:39:00.003+08:00

Eh hello. Just came back from party. Infact, underage party. I also dont know why i went to underage party. Keymark, sucks giler sia the party i tell you. Alot of typical "REPS". Its like OMGEEE, nak alek ah. But too bad, i'll feel wasted if i go home. $25 byebye. Dance for the sake of dancing. haha. This will be my first and the last going to underage party i tell you. haiyaaaa. Waste duet sia bodoh. Okay enough about it.

Later on, maybe will be playing badminton with hady. Not confirm yet. So anyone wanna tag along? picets alright? Nearby aje. Bawah blk aku. Huahua.

Eh bacen, i want to tell you this but. Nvm, i just wanna tell you that i miss you A. marley.
I miss talking on the phone with you ley. You busy working alr. like alaah. Hmn, its okay. Hope to see you soon. Damn missing you, yknow. :(

Okay lah. Thats all.

Zhielawatizainal.

Imma hopeless bitch.

2010-03-14T05:52:00.004+08:00

HeyHoHello. Okay finally i got time to update my dusty blog. Haiyo.

Okay, where should i start first. err, legal day.

Ahaaaaah, went to supperclub. OMGEE. Breaking the virgin who have never been to club. And thats me ! Ok, like whatever. Knew you with shades, ohoooh. So cute. :p

hokaay. Sampai disitu sahaje. hehee.

eh, my life have been so F-ing boring sia. i really need to find a job sia. Like seriously. Yah i know i've been saying this alot of times. But i just dont know where to start, so tell me.

I thought of working at shop&save at fajar shopping centre. But dont you think its like wth? Why must it be at shop&save? Okay tak? Alaah, to be consider first lah.

Tolong pls, anyone? Ader job tak? Taknak blowjob eh. Okay dah wtf. =_=

Mama already start to nag like makcik kpo already. Keep asking me go find work lah, why dont want to school lah. Ah kan, aku da bbl mcm makcik plak. Hello makcik, sekolah taknak saye lah. Okay, part skola je da boring eh. Shaaits, my friends is soon gg to start school alr. And im still stuck at this fuckeng hopeless status.

Gosh, help me.

okay dah. Stress.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-03-12T17:59:00.002+08:00

Hellohello!

Sorry guys, im such a lazybum these day.

No proper post to update hah.

So my friend, thats all lah.

I'll update when i feel to. Huahua.

Zhielawatizainal

2010-03-07T14:41:00.002+08:00

Zhiela is Finally Legal.

Happy 18th birthday to me lah kan.

hehe. Thanks babes, for the wishes. all the sms-es.

Outz,

Zhielawatizainal

2010-03-05T09:08:00.002+08:00

Its was a shocking news that my dearest friend,

Muhamad Izzuddin just pass away.

Its unbelieveable but god loves him more then whoever.

Rest in peace Din Bunge.

My condolences to your family.

And now, i pity his girlfriend.

out.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-03-05T05:51:00.002+08:00

Hellohello. Good morning guys. Currently now feeling fuckup bcos i can't sleep. Idk why? I tried, but still can't. Idk whats wrong with me sleeping early. Nabecibai. People now already wake up and getting ready for work or school. And im here havent get my sleep. ARRRRRGH.

Just now, i went karaoke with my friends which was very the last minute plan. We went to grandlink at gay-lang. Pantat aku saket giler ddk atas motor lamer. nbcb.

Hmn, today was fun although it is so random plan.

And i'd already have 3 membership card which i forget to bring, always.

Drop the topic.

Later on, will be working at 5pm and i've yet to go to sleep. Ohh my, i hate the feeling waking up for work. hehe. hopeless.

Hmn, wondering..

Aidil, clinton and shaik is now cruise-ing. I wonder they win alot or maybe lose alot. hehe. Tak baek. Hopefully they win thousands, so can blanje me for my birthday. hehe. Yahoo.

Okay, talking about birthday. Whenever i post something, i tend to talk about my birthday. Do you realize that? Irritating per. Bodoh kau zhiela.

Okay lah. That is all for today.

Nights. Eh. Morning. =_=''

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-03-04T04:50:00.002+08:00

Hello morning. Still not in bed because i can't sleep and need to update first ley.

I told you that im going to karaoke right? Guess what time i woke up? 5plus. You guess how late it was. When i woke up mother lion roar at me, and accused me that i cracked this fucking laptop im using right now. Why the hell i wanted to cracked this for??? wah piang ehh. I woke up jer darah naek already. Sibey tot tol. Starting of my day already shouting here and there. grrrrrrrr.

Okay lets skip about that.

Everyone is going back to school soon and im here still stuck with no school and no job. I mean proper job which bring back proper salary. haiya, sian uh.

Going eighteen also life's like this. Thanks eh.

Im so going to sleep after this because will be going to shasha cribs at 10am. Because of you know i know lah. shasha know. heehhee. Then after that idk where to go. Because she will be going to her sister house. And i cant follow because its not exactly her sister house but her sister in law house. Well, i've got nothing to do with her family thoh.

So end of the day, after shasha is out. Im nowhere to go but keep calling people for accompany here and there. So call me aite? hehe.

Now, 3 more days to go. And i cant stop myself to not countdown-ing. Bloodyhell irritating eh me. Tawu pon kau.

Okay lah. That is all i wanna say. OUTz.

Zhielawatizainal.

2 down 5 more to go.

2010-03-02T18:28:00.002+08:00

Hello. Its 630pm. And im still at home. Ahahha. Im suppose to meet shashabby and accompany her to plaza. She wants to meet at 730. But i want to meet at 8 instead. But she scared that there will be a long Q to deposit money. But insyallah i meet her at 730 because i just use the comp sey, and i dont always use the comp sey. huhu. Nvm, later we meeting also what.

Okay put that aside. Im so fucking hungry and broke. Seriously.

Tomorrow, will be gg to mingarcade karaoke-ing with workmates, seriously broke. Somemore this sunday gg to treat my friends karaoke also. haiyaa. aku stress.

If tmrw karaoke session cancel, aku okay. Everything gg to be fine. I think. haha.

Hopefully tmrw cancel. Hehe.

Im so cant wait for sunday. teeheeee :D

Okay thats all.

Zhielawatizainal.

1 down, 6 more to go.

2010-03-01T16:20:00.002+08:00

Hellohello. Today is my off day, infact i dont have any work until friday which is the only day i work this week. OMG. How am i suppose to treat the others for karaoke eh? Alamak. My bank left 30 after all the spending i made yesterday which totally gave me a wide smile. hehe. But today kept on thinking where the hell can i get the money to spent for the coming weeks. Sial ah, birthday week siak. Give me face ah pantat. Okay chill. Think about other things first.

Anywayssss, yesterday, I bought a long sleeve, a pants and a bra from forever21. Hehe.
So happy. From noura house we went to town. With our baju kurung. haha. Straight away go to fareast buy a cheaplabel blouse and change. hehe. All eyes was on us before that, as if its hari raya. Somemore i with my platform shoe. Wah piang eh, tired lah sia i tell you. Then go jalan2, my mind was, "buy shoe or clothes" Cant make up my mind sia, seriously. I want to buy shoe. But dont know what kind of shoes i wanna buy. If buy clothes, i also dont know what to buy also. Until we went to 313somerset, and finally i bought something for myself uh. At forever21. New outlet mahh, must try the place also. I told my friends that idk if i want to buy or not, because i want to buy something which is nice and worth. Ahhh kau, i buy shoulder to leg. Hehe, bukan head to toe eh. hahah. Then after enough spending, i met abu and went back bp with him then lepak till late ah.

So that was my day yesterday, how about yours? hehe.

That is all for today. Ehhhhh, 6 more days to go ;)

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-02-28T05:42:00.002+08:00

Hellohello ! Buat ape tuuu? chey da msg sms plak. ahhaa.

Finally i got the time to update my blog. Very dusty, (blowblow).
Hmn, fyi. this was my pink hair last month. But too bad eventhough i dyed it brown it looks rusty. Haiyaa.

Anywayyy, i have been busy with work this whole week and got no chance to meet any of my girlfriends. hmn, i miss you bbys. Today is sunday doesnt mean i can have my beauty sleep. I need to wake up early because one of my workmates is getting engage later on. Hmn, if dont turn up like what kan. So, hopefully i can wake up.

Legal day is getting nearer, 7days to go to 7th. heheh. Cool eh. Cheychey. Macam whatever eh zhiela. haha. Anyways, i already start to do my savings. And i think its time to buy myself a present mannnnn. I want to buy a shoe. But idk what kind of shoe i want to buy. suggestions anyone?

Alot of plans coming up this march. Also need money. Boh pian uh, work lah hell somemore uh. What to do? No money, must earn the money by myself lah.
Eh, i think this is all i wanna say for now. hehe.
Otak da blank.

Selamat pagi singapura!

Zhielawatizainal

2010-02-21T23:44:00.002+08:00

Hello. When is the last time i update? Hehe. Sorry. Been busy working lah. Gonna find the money to enrolled car license. hehe. Keje keras dok. Working is much more better then lepaking what. Worth living. hmn, time skg orang carik duit. kankankan?

Talking about enrollment, my birthday is less then 20days siol. OMG. Cant wait, seriously.

Everybody have been planning about my celebrations. Hee, i mean my friends. BAEEKK.

Sumer base on clubbing. Tak abes2. Hehe.

I will be working tomorrow at 10am to 11pm. Hmn. Fyi, next week schedule very the rabak. As in i got a full time job gtu. Hehe. Monday till saturday busy. Okay? Except for tues, i finish work at 5pm. Okaylah tu. The following days all till late nights with red eyes. haiya.

Anyway, its been 2months. Yknw i knw lah okay.

going to sleep now. Nights everyone.

Zhielawatizainal.

Superwoman

2010-02-15T01:59:00.000+08:00

Hello. See the picture? Nice kan? HAHA. If i can get that. Confirm !! Happy giler. Haha, me and my tattoos tak abes2. Haha.

Okay, today is valentines day. I mean, yesterday plus CNY.
Hmn, this year valentines is not so important or special for me. I dont have any V also. For what i must care kan? hmn. But, i must atleast wish a Happy Valentines day to my girlfriends out there. Whoever who know me. Yahh, the feeling of jealousy is everywhere, seeing ladies holding flowers or gifts. Hmn. And after browsing some of my friends blogs. Just wish them a happy loving life with her loves one. :) To whoever girlfriends i know out there doesnt matter neighbours or schoolmates whoever lah, Last long with your loves one. And nak kahwin jgn lupe jempot yerrr. Hee. Miss you babes.

Hmn, happy chinese new year to the chinese friends.

Hmn, thats all.
Zhielawatizainal.

2010-02-14T10:54:00.002+08:00

Hello. Currently at my workmates house, Aisyah. At clementi. I yet to go home because im so lazy to. Hahah. Everyone here is asleep but not me. Scare if i snore lah oinkoink. haha. Will be going home soon uh, dont worry.

Yesterday, i worked at 5pm. And the per hour pay is 10bucks. Because of CNY. Yahh, i worked for 6hours only and obviously i got 60bucks yesterday. Next week schedule will be so fucking tiring because on thurs 5 to 11pm, friday 9am to 11pm and finally saturday 9am to 3pm. Walauweyy, just because of CNY. haiya. Confirm on the CNY weeks got lion dance coming door to door. Mampos, comfirm memekak nak mampos. Haiya. No peace for a time being. Hmn, yesterday after work i went to bugis to watch movie. We watch "Percy Jackson the lightning what idk". Haha. Overall, the show was what i didnt expected and yah, its fun plus funny plus disgusting because of the monsters. haha. Initial plan was to go sheesha-ing but idk why changes of plan. Then after movie which ends ard 3am like that, we went to bugis street and just chill ouside the 711 store and more. Hhehe. Stayed there for hours talked cocks. Bought cans of drink, padahal can buy big bottle only. Haha. Part maner bodo pon tatawu. So, the day havent end yet. Khai, lika and lika bf went home. So left me, ira, aisyah and fian. We went to aisyah house was because fian cant wait for aisyah to upload his pictures that he took alot just now. Konon nye model ah. Menyampah. haha.
So now here we are lying at the living room like what. ahaha. Soon going home uh.

Yah, why soon gg home is because later on will be watching movie with naddy. Hehe.
What movie not sure yet uh. Plan also not confirm. Haha. Apape picets lah okay.

Kla, thats all. Will update whenever im free lah okay.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-02-12T14:52:00.002+08:00

Hello. Need to finish updating as soon as possible. Because its already 3pm and im working at 5pm. I havent dyed my hair yet. And i dont know whether it can cover before 4pm. I meant i need to go out at 4pm. But one thing in mind, my ezlink finsh already yknw. And now, frust tonggek. Dont know how to go there. But hopefully later dad can send me to work uh. If can i'll be happy uh. I havent eat somemore. Walauweyy.

Mother is still sleeping sia. My dad is home soon. My two hopeless brother is still not home yet after school. Wonder where they go. Haiya. I already remind mother yesterday asked her for help, help me to dye my hair. BUt still sleeping. Alermak.

Hmn, okay now. Very hungry. Nak makan ape neeh.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-02-10T15:43:00.002+08:00

Hello. This picture have been upload since just now but i yet to type anything. Haha.

Currently im bg home alone since noon. And shashabby accompany me by videocalling because she also bored at home. Haha. Between the videocall, i think we've been obsessed with this one song. Do you remember by jay sean. Hahah. I open a new tab and go to youtube and sing along infact singing out loud. Haha. While shasha make it as her blogmusic since she have no music at her blog. haha. mendak.

Later on, will be meeting fafaz at bpp. But before that go lepak with shaik. As fafaz finish work lambat. And by the time she reach bpp da what time. nvm bout that. As long as we meet. Actually i asked dayah and ain to join too but, dayah gg smewhere else and not sure joining or not. And for ain plak, she gg to study with her schmates at lot1, and only if we chill lot1 then she join. Sorry bby, we cant. Transport money problem ah. Next time kay? BUt atleast we dont forget you. I miss my gfs so badly. huhuh. Well, i meant what i said. And not to forget, I will always love you bbygs. :)

Hmn, im still stuck at the hopeless status. Got nothing to do. All i always do is chill here and there. Maybe this week friday and saturday working. It feels like it been so long since i last worked. And yah, i've been broke since how many days. Or how many weeks i guess.

Okay lah, shasha already biseng ask me to go mandi. And jgn lambat later if not she leave me and just her meet at pondok. Haha. Lek uh sis. Haha. Okaylah, thats all.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-02-09T16:34:00.002+08:00

Hello everyone. Dont worry, im home. Haha. Remember i told you that im gg home Morning before noon? Haha. I went home the next day which was yesterday noon. Hehe. Sorry shashabby, mother calling2. Da biase kan. Hehehe.

Soooooooo, my friends.. HAHA. Valentines day is ard the corner. You sygs got date not? HAHA.
Me? I dont know ley. Ahhaa. Its okay if i dont have any date. Im HAPPY ALWAYS.

Im always hungry, like now ah. Mother havent cook yet. She's busy watching tv. Haiyoo.
But its okay, im on my diet now. Until when idk uh. But hopefully my tummy slim down. Haha.

NOw, Im so wanna smoke but no ciggies. Nvm, " MAMA, rokok sebatang." HHAHA.
Jahat aku.

Okaylah, thats all.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-02-07T04:20:00.002+08:00

Currently at pasir ris costa sand chalet. With lot 1 friends. There's alot of people here that is me, fyzah, naddy and ilyas and there's too many to mention. Hmnn, yah. His here. After time flies, he pulled me and wanna talk. Hmn, i dont want to. But he asked me how am i dg? And of course i said im simply fine. :) Idk if he's drunk or not drunk but drank too much idk lah eh. Will be gg home early in the morning before noon ah.

Now, currently exactly we're running away from a flying lipas. AHAHHAHAHAHA. cb ah. Kekek siolsss. AHHAHAHAHAHH!!!! Hady is catching the disgusting freak and FINALLLLLY already flush down the toilet bowl. AHAHHAAH.

Okay lah. Thats all.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-02-06T16:07:00.002+08:00

Hello fellow friends. Just woke up from sleep an hour ago. Like oinkoink kann. And then now, i hungry like oinkoink.

Okay, i already put on aloooooot weight sia. Idk what is my weight but my tummy is growing siaaa. I need to control my makan. Also what i eat. Seriously. My friends already told me that my tummy can talk already. hmnnnnn. i dont want to be fatt. Nak diettt ah. Im not gg to eat until i reach my aunty hse for kenduri in the evening. hehe.

Hmn, idk what time is my mother gg to wake up man. And go to my aunty hse. Haiyo.
Tengah lapar neh.

Yesterday,, i had fun siols. Kankankan N? hehe. Bestday of the week. ^^
Hopefully the day will come again. Kara-okay session pulak ah. Hahahah.
Next week maybe? hmnnnn.

Okay lah, thats all.
Zhielawatizainal.

2010-02-05T17:26:00.004+08:00

Okay, i think i gonna make it short and simple because my internet fuckup today.

I just wanna tell you guys that im getting fatterr. Farkadoodoo.

Chibai ah, need to control my eating sia.

Okay thats all.
Zhielawatizainal.

2010-02-04T16:32:00.002+08:00

Hey, ho, hello.

At home, due to no plan and no money. Although yesterday i worked but money is never enough. I need a proper job. Like seriously. Hais.

HOPELESS.

Lazy to update.
Thats all.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-02-03T13:50:00.002+08:00

Oh hey hello. I upload this pic for hours and yet to type anything because i was busy playing game until its almost time for me to go and get ready for work. Mampos. So i think today post will be short and simple aite.

Okay, anyone out there wonder how my hair colour looks like, this pic is an example. The picture dont really show the colour. Maybe another picture from shashabby phone can see clearly. SHASHA, upload gmbr dlm handphone boleh taaaaaak? pleaseee.. Aku da cakap magic word niee. HAhaha. Soon will post the picture.

Later on, start work at 5pm. Aidil is tagging along working with me. Well, what are friends for if they cannot help. kankankan? Supposingly meet at 3pm. But now already 230pm. HAHA.
We wanna go early because we want to makan. Thats why. Haha. And not gg to work rushrush.

Anyway, remember i talked about interview. hmm yah, yesterday me, shasha and aidil went for the interview. But we are lacked of confidence is because the admin thing is about financial. How challenging. Haha. So decided not to go for it before things turn out the other way. yknw i knw lah. Sorry Wanie.. But thanks alot. :)

So.. Still in the hopeless position. AHHAIYA.

Okay lah. Thats all.
Zhielawatizainal.

2010-02-01T18:01:00.003+08:00

First of all. Happy Anniversary to my bbys, Shasha&Hasnim.
Although, im not good in pujuk2 but i'll be always be there for both of you.
Especially shasha.
So hope you guys enjoy your day today. Love you two!

Hello. today will be my stay home monday i guess. Because my butt feel so heavy to move about. But, maybe gg to fajar mac. Just slack there with naddy love. Fajar only what.

Anyway guys, tomorrow im gg for interview at Wanie's work place. Recommended by her lah. Admin. Hopefully i get the job so i wont feel so hopeless anymore. Shasha & Aidil is tagging along too. So wish us 3 goodluck aite;]

So hungry, but mummy is cooking. Please be fast cause im famished.
I havent get a proper meal since saturday. haiya.

Okay lah, need to bath now.
Zhielawatizainal.

2010-01-31T15:27:00.003+08:00

Hello. Yesterday outing? Damn, it sucks. Alot of waiting sia. Like seriously sia.
Haiyaaa. There not much things to talk lah actually.

Oh yaah, i dye my hair.... PINK.
I mean my blondes area turns pink. ;]
hahahaa. Cool. Just trying jek. Later fadeee.

Okay lah. Thats all.
Zhielawatizainal

2010-01-30T06:45:00.002+08:00

Heluuuu. Just came back from lepak. Before lepak from work. For your fcuking info, I worked 15hours yesterday. And Thursday, 6hours. Thursday, 6pm to 12pm. Yesterday, 11am to 2am. Imagine how exhausted i am. Walaauweyy. But need update if not the following days i'll be lazy. HAHA. yknw me. ;) Yaaaah, then after work. Muke adaaa senyuuuum :D haha. And also, i ate aloot. Mampos siak aku, gemok jgk. Da gemok pon. HAHA. ^^
Now, stomach growling. gilerbabi. =_=''

Later on, will be gg to town with friends. Then maybe watching movie. Hmn. Wonder what movie best this month. Hmmmmm. Then tmrw, ALSO watching movie. With workmates. Heheh. Jadi OKB kejaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaap je. Sunday malam. BROKE. Its okay, get use of bg broke already, so why should i care anyway? Rokok? supplier ader di ruma. Mummyku. Heheheee;)

Its gonna be february soon. And yknw what im thinkin? Hehehee. Birthdayku coming soon. Tak sabarlah sangatsangat. 1mth. Yaaahoooooooooo! Best pe. Hmn, wonder how it feels bg legal? Makin havoc ke? Takmooo. Dont mention it sia zhiela, bodo kau. *bbl sndri* ^^

Just now, i reach home. Mother tak baek, asked me for money. Pay her back. Anak sendiri pon nak mengire. Cepuuk kan. Ishkkk taklaaaaah. hheee.

Okay now, im still blank. What the hell am i gg to where later siaa. Kept on thinkin from just now kau tawu tak. Alerrmak. Later confirm im the one who's gg to be late. Biase lahhh, GIRLS. hehe.
Confirm lambat bgn punyer. Takecare you. Kene tinggal punye, kalo tak pon, kene maki. HAhA. Use to it. =_=

Okay, that is all for now.

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-01-27T17:17:00.002+08:00

Hello. Just wanna tell you ppl that im so fucking pissed off because i didnt get into ITE. Sial ah. Office je peerrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. Makdierpehpuki. AKU GERAM GILER. Feeling so fuckup, chaochibai. HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAIYAAA!

Not schooling, no proper job. LIFE IS SO FUCKING HOPELESS.

Da ah, bye.
Zhielawatizainal the hopeless.

2010-01-26T17:44:00.002+08:00

Hey there. Today i've got no plan. Due to no money. Hmn. Shasha bby is out with her sister.
And maybe lepak aje lah tonight.
Abg azli called, saying that thursday and friday im working. Hais. Thurs, i got appointment about my spine at 10.20am at SGH. mampos.
Then 6pm go work. Till night, then the next day 11am working. Confirm late punye. Haiyaaaaa.

So hungry, mother is asleep beside me. Havent cook. Haiyaa.
So boring, someone call me. Haiyaa.
Hehehe. Layan ah krg.

Okay lah. Need to bath now. Its getting dark.
Lovelove!

Zhielawatizainal.

2010-01-26T00:21:00.002+08:00

Hello ppl. Today was my go home early day. HAHA. i reached home at 11plus. And i was thinking, when was the last time i go home this timing. HAHA. Went pooling with shasha, hasnim, aidil and abu. For 2hours then back to bp makan. HAHA. Then lepak jap. Then go home uh. Tmrw having a jogging session with shashabby at 7plusam. Hopefully this time plan confirm, if not idk when are we gg for jog. Haiyaa. i've got nothing in mind. So, thats all. HEhehe.

Zhielawatizainal.